Na incerteza...

Continuar a dizer que nao quando queremos mais e' dizer que um sim e ter a certeza do que temos e' suficiente, podem causar duvidas que nos mesmos nao sabiamos que tinhamos...

Be you. Be truthfull. Be spontaneuous

No such thing as coincidences...

As I put my hand in my pocket, I found the cinema ticket of a movie I loved to see. This was another nice evening with someone I deeply cherished. Today, the same movie is showing on TV and when I first saw the advert I thought of him. Such fond memories do not vanquish with time even when you are no longer together...

Goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend…

Without any delays
We said our goodbyes
A lonely tear drop fell from my eye
You were here
I was there

My heart and my soul
Just cried

Goodbye my lover

Aurevoir my friend
Tu me manqué
Je suis desolé
J’ai besoin de toi

Goodbye my lover
I'll miss your kiss and
Your touch…

Ho pensato a te...

Be present. Be gentle. Be loved.

If tomorrow never comes...

I want to think I would be doing something that I would like to have done but never had courage to do. It maybe be... Lets see if the world ends. :-P

Be gracious. Be bold. Be brave. Be you.

Am I ready?

Emotionally ready? Mature readiness? Is it that confusing that we are all looking for the same in different times. Some of us are ready to love and be loved from young ages but most of us want the self-realisation and discovery of ourselves before we endeavour in such adventures.
Am I ready and mature to find love? The kind of love that is unselfish, true and not always pretty or easy to maintain? The type of love that says je t'aime, amo-te or I love you in any language? The kind of love that helps you face your fears and lets you be you as long you let love comfort your heart? The kind of love that drinks from each person wisdom and compliments them for the courage of enjoying life  and celebrating their awsomeness? Am I there yet?? I don't know and doubt that I'll find anytime soon what is that litle magic that only a few can call... AMOR!

Be strong. Be faithfull. Be you. Be blessed.

Momento

by Pedro Abrunhosa


Be brave. Be loved. Be you. Be blessed.

Wish...

Wish I could speak
But my tongue gets weak around you
Wish I could touch
By my hands do not go that far
Wish you could see
Because I am obvious
Wish you would know
How you make me feel
Wish you would guess
My thoughts about you
But I most off all wish
I had you...

I kissed a frog and I liked it...

When did the frog became better than the prince?

I find it difficult to say that I only like guys for their personality, because everyone knows that a bit of good looks also helps but in my case I actually take only 20% of looks in consideration.
It is case to say that most attractive guys don't attract me, at least not as much as the not so attractive but very intellectual, kind, gentile, sensitive and talkative type of men.
I definitely overlook the prince charming and will date the frog, as in a society like the one we have today people should start to value each other more for who they are than what they look like. And besides, there is less chance of your relationship ending because he was too sexy for his love.

Be wise. Be blessed. Kiss loads.

Tanaka_san

I really learned a lot...

It's been a year of emotions, frustration, disappointment, anger, disillusion and fear about something I was never in control to begin with which was someone else's feelings but the truth is that I learn a lot. I am not ready to go through that once more, the past stays in the past and even the good memories don't bring my life forward. So I've finally let go... 'cause I learn a lot when you vanished "out my door".

Hey baby! It's all gravy
We all do what we got to do
Hey darling! I’m broken hearted
I’ve been crying but my crying is through

And I learned a lot
I've really learned a lot
Broken down on my bedroom/bathroom floor
Yes I've learned a lot
I've Really learned a lot
I hope you find what you were looking for

Spent a lot of time staring at the ceiling
Spent a lot of time talking to walls
Spent a lot of time chasing on that old-time feeling
Spent a lot of time waiting for your call

Oh and darling! The sun has been fallin’
Like the dust on some Midwestern plane
Oh and darling! Instead of running
I think it might be time
you sit down
and deal with the pain

Late at night I sit and listen to the freeway
Rolling like a river on a distant shore
Nobody told me that living was easy
I ain’t living in fear anymore

Amos Lee

 

Memories...

There is no going back to what I was but I don't regret. I have the memories of us and that is all I need to move foward in all that I make from me...

How do you make love outlast passion??

Little did I knew that 2010 was going to be a quite emotional year for me but the truth is that it was.

Without even being aware of it i fell in love, yep the bug did bite me but i don't know if fortunately or not i received a reality check-up from Mr. valentine "himself".

It started in the end of the summer and it didn't survived the cold winter but it was full of happy laughs and memories so no hard feelings!!

We were only having a good time and as far I'm concerned it evolved to something else, something in the scale of passion i would say but life happened and probably it just got a little bit complicated.

So soon after my b-day in November and the beginning of Christmas time we went our separate ways.

What really happened i don't know. But how does one make a passion stronger and become something more like love?? Looking forward to find that answer but until then I'll keep my eyes open...

Aqui...

Aqui
Eu nunca disse que iria ser
A pessoa certa pra você
Mas sou eu quem te adora
Se fico um tempo sem te procurar
É pra saudade nos aproximar
E eu já não vejo a hora
Eu não consigo esconder
Certo ou errado, eu quero ter você
Ei, você sabe que eu não sei jogar
Não é meu dom representar
Não dá pra disfarçar
Eu tento aparentar frieza mas não dá
É como uma represa pronta pra jorrar
Querendo iluminar
A estrada, a casa, o quarto onde você está
Não da pra ocultar
Algo preso quer sair do meu olhar
Atravessar montanhas e te alcançar
Tocar o seu olhar
Te fazer enxergar e se enxergar em mim
Aqui
Agora que você parece não ligar
Que já não pensa e já não quer pensar
Dizendo que não sente nada
Estou lembrando menos de você
Falta pouco pra me convencer
Que sou a pessoa errada
Eu não consigo esconder...


Ana Carolina
Photo: Myself

Vício De Ti

Just another Valentine's Day...

Not only the fact that I was working on that day made me not aprecciate it as much as the next mortal as the fact of not having someone to share this moment with gave that feeling of it's just another Valentine's Day...

Ok, so at work I've seen a lot of couples some more in love than others but that's how it's suppose to be, there's no measures for love. I did enjoy when I would came up to them, great them and offer complimentary drinks that they really smiled back at me, giving me the reassurance that I could have that some day. Hey, who knows what may happen on the next Valentine's day??

Reencontro...

Há algo em mim que não
me deixa descansar
não é o trabalho,
não é a mudança
mas são as lembranças,
os sentidos que as coisas
tomam sem darmos conta
que elas estão a mudar
é todo um sentimento
que carrego cada vez
que escuto a vossa voz
e só consigo sorrir
é todo um momento
que eu espero alcançar
e não é possível
para de planear esse momento
do nosso primeiro Reencontro!

A letter to "Dr.Valentine"...

Dear Dr.Valentine,

Another year has passed and I'am still single so what's up with that?
You said if I made some changes there would lots of fun, sexy, open minded and interesting guys around and all I had to do was chose but I'm not felling the love... which kinda makes me feel not so happy today. So please take a hold on the situation and "fix me" someone... you still have an entire year to do. I'm just wondering... are there any candidates?

Sign,

Tanaka's Super Romantic Ego