I really learned a lot...

It's been a year of emotions, frustration, disappointment, anger, disillusion and fear about something I was never in control to begin with which was someone else's feelings but the truth is that I learn a lot. I am not ready to go through that once more, the past stays in the past and even the good memories don't bring my life forward. So I've finally let go... 'cause I learn a lot when you vanished "out my door".

Hey baby! It's all gravy
We all do what we got to do
Hey darling! I’m broken hearted
I’ve been crying but my crying is through

And I learned a lot
I've really learned a lot
Broken down on my bedroom/bathroom floor
Yes I've learned a lot
I've Really learned a lot
I hope you find what you were looking for

Spent a lot of time staring at the ceiling
Spent a lot of time talking to walls
Spent a lot of time chasing on that old-time feeling
Spent a lot of time waiting for your call

Oh and darling! The sun has been fallin’
Like the dust on some Midwestern plane
Oh and darling! Instead of running
I think it might be time
you sit down
and deal with the pain

Late at night I sit and listen to the freeway
Rolling like a river on a distant shore
Nobody told me that living was easy
I ain’t living in fear anymore

Amos Lee

 

Careless

You speak of love

But you ain't no lover

You were a friend

More like a brother

As the miles pass beneath me

The sounds made so sweetly came to an end

And no man can deny her but now you're a liar

And you've no room left to defend

When I left

I should have known better

Of the kind of man that you are

You'd have to get her

And I know you got a lot of pain

That's born inside you

But instead of growing stronger

You let it divide you, oh

How could you be so careless

How could you be so careless

And the waves that are crashing

True lives of passion washing on your shore

Yes Sir, life has been costing

A true love's been lost

And I can't get back anymore

And I'm sure

That we both still both love her

And it's a shame we both lost her

And in turn lost each other

But a trust has been broken

And words have been spoken

But you can mend

And no man can deny her

And as you laid beside her

I hope it felt good my friend

How could you be so careless

How could you be so careless

How could you be so careless with her heart

By Amos Lee